Aware Or Not Aware

Being aware is being known that you are only human and nothing more. As human we have brains that will help us go through daily event gracefully. But what happens when you lost that awareness? You become less human to the point you may remind others of a devil. From there things will go the wrong way for you. Your life seems meaningless. Colour seems to be dull, air seem to have lost its freshness. But why? In this eartyh you are only known as humans and nothing more. But when you are not a human than there is no place for you here on this earth. So here is a little short story a wise man once told me,

"Sam, i think we are going to be late for the party" yelled his best friend David. Sam and David were going to a patry to celebrate their victory on a martial art competition. They both came in among the top 5. So they headed to the beach and started partying as if today was the last day they would live. But not known to many, there were a group of troublemakers around the corner looking to create some havoc on the party. They approached Sam and told him they would like to join the party. Sam replied"Go and f**k your mother, do you know who i am". A fist was thrwon to Sam face. Without hesitation David joined the fight. But what Sam and David did not realise was they were also human, just because they were equipped with martial art they think could not be killed. Eventually they both died a miserable death.

The moral of the story is very simple. Once you lose the awareness, you lose your soul, your identity, your moral, your loved ones and your life!!

The Half Moon

The moon has always brought a cooling feeling to myself upon seeing it out of my window. But recently the moon is only at half. What does this tell you about life? It only shows that at times we only see half of things, the bigger picture has been block by our emotions. I am going to tell you all a story that i heard from a wise man,



"John, your breakfast is ready" screamed his wife. John has been married to his wife for nearly 15years. I wont say that they have a beautiful marriage but they are pulling through each day with lesser strength. John had recently suspected that his wife was having an affair. He was going to find out the truth today and nothing was going to stop him. So he pretended to go to work as usual and waited for his wife to leave. He followed her every movement until she was seen entering a motel. Upon seeing that, his blood boiled and he was clenching his fist till it bleed. He ran into the motel and followed his wife to a room. He stood still seeing whether there was a someone opening the door. "Fu**ing hell" he scolded his wife without her hearing anything. She went into the room with another guy, laughing all the way. John had finally seen with his own 2 eyes that his wife was cheating on him. Without much thinking John ran to a street shop and bought himself a gun.



"15 bloody years i have been with her, i have never cheated on her but she is going to get it" John said to himself. He hurried back to the motel, kicked the door opened and starting firing at his wife and the guy. Somehow the police was called in. When they went to the room, they saw John just sitting on the chair with the gun tightly gripped. He was mumbling some words "miiissstakke". The police officer told him to drop his weapon and stand up with his hands in the air.John looked at the officer with a dying look and shot himself in the head.



Now why did John killed himself after killing his wife and the mystery guy? Here is the other half of the story John FAILED to see. John was suppose to celebrate his birthday the next day. His wife was planning something special that was why she was acting strangely around him. As for the motel, that place bring a lot of memory to the both of them. It was the 1st time and place they both made love. His wife was actually speaking to the motel manager inside the same room,John and his wife made love. She was actually asking the motel manager if he would grant a special request to refurnish the room to its old glory. Meaning she wanted the room to be excatly the same when they first made love. And as for why did John killed himself, upon shooting his wife and the man, he saw some pictures of his young days with his wife pasted on the wall and some party planning books. He then realised that his wife was throwing him a birthday celebration. Killing himself will only get rid of the guilt.



So what do you understand by this story? At times we do things without looking at the full picture. But are we to be blame for taking such harsh act upon seeing only half of things? Well everyone has a story to tell. Recently i have been blessed to see life in the eyes of others and to be honest there are a lot of people who only have half the things we own. If only we could appreciate half of the things we have, half of the time we spend with our loved ones, half of the life we could possibly live.
*Note: For those who dont understand the story, it only shows that we dont even have half a brain.!!

The Beginning

In life everything must start from somewhere. We can either start from the front or the back. But what makes us live life? Is it the fact that we treasure our life or we are afraid to die? The question is usually ask by someone who has high brain power.

The beginning of a friendship is a wonderfull thing. We are usually out there to make friends, meet more people. But what does it take to meet the right person, the one who is excatly like you but in the different worlds. Both of you think alike to the point that you might be assuming that this person is "you". Lets break it down a little, i believe there are millions of people in singapore alone. Not everyone is alike. Not everyone has good intentions. Not everyone will help the poor, the weak, the blind, the deaf and so on. So if there are people like that, how come they seem to be in groups instead of being alone? This only show one thing."You are who you are by the people you are with" (If you dont understand this sentence, than i suggest you stop reading this post). Some of you might be asking, What is this guy trying to get at?

I am trying to say that there are all kind of people out there. That is why no one roams the world alone, no one does a crime alone, no one kills alone. I recently had the pleasure of meeting this coolio dude "Ram Kuma". And one upon meeting him i finally experience the joy of talking to myself.

*Note: To those who have just read the post and dont understand anything, i can only say that you have not live life.!!